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Recovery Patterns of Codependence
|Have difficulty identifying what they are feeling.
|I am aware of my feelings and identify them, often in the moment. I know the difference between my thoughts and my feelings.
|Minimize, alter, or deny how they truly feel.
|I embrace my feelings; they are valid and important.
|Perceive themselves as being completely unselfish and dedicated to the well-being of others.
|I know the difference between caring and caretaking. I recognize that caretaking others is often motivated by the need to benefit myself.
|Lack empathy for the feelings and needs of others.
|I am able to feel compassion for another's feelings and needs
|Label others with their negative traits.
|I acknowledge that I may own the negative traits I often perceive in others.
|Think they can take care of themselves without any help from others.
|I acknowledge that I sometimes need the help of others.
|Mask pain in various ways such as anger, humor, or isolation.
|I am aware of my painful feelings and express them appropriately.
|Express negativity or aggression in indirect and passive ways.
|I am able to express my feelings openly, directly, and calmly.
|Do not recognize the unavailability of those people to whom they are attracted.
|I pursue intimate relationships only with others who want, and are able to engage in, healthy and loving relationships.
|Low Self-Esteem Patterns
|Have difficulty making decisions.
|I trust my ability to make effective decisions.
|Judge what they think, say, or do harshly, as never good enough.
|I accept myself as I am. I emphasize progress over perfection.
|Are embarrassed to receive recognition, praise, or gifts.
|I feel appropriately worthy of the recognition, praise, or gifts I receive
|Value others' approval of their thinking, feelings, and behavior over their own.
|I value the opinions of those I trust, without needing to gain their approval. I have confidence in myself.
|Do not perceive themselves as lovable or worthwhile persons.
|I recognize myself as being a lovable and valuable person.
|Seek recognition and praise to overcome feeling less than.
|I seek my own approval first, and examine my motivations carefully when I seek approval from others.
|Have difficulty admitting a mistake.
|I continue to take my personal inventory, and when I am wrong, promptly admit it.
|Need to appear to be right in the eyes of others and may even lie to look good.
|I am honest with myself about my behaviors and motivations. I feel secure enough to admit mistakes to myself and others, and to hear their opinions without feeling threatened.
|Are unable to identify or ask for what they need and want.
|I meet my own needs and wants when possible. I reach out for help when it's necessary and appropriate.
|Perceive themselves as superior to others.
|I perceive myself as equal to others.
|Look to others to provide their sense of safety.
|With the help of my Higher Power, I create safety in my life.
|Have difficulty getting started, meeting deadlines, and completing projects.
|I avoid procrastination by meeting my responsibilities in a timely manner.
|Have trouble setting healthy priorities and boundaries.
|I am able to establish and uphold healthy priorities and boundaries in my life.
|Are extremely loyal, remaining in harmful situations too long.
|I am committed to my own safety and leave situations that feel unsafe or are inconsistent which my goals.
|Compromise their own values and integrity to avoid rejection or anger.
|I am rooted in my own values, even if others don't agree or become angry.
|Put aside their own interests in order to do what others want.
|I consider my interests and feelings when asked to participate in another's plans.
|Are hypervigilant regarding the feelings of others and take on those feelings.
|I can separate my feelings from the feelings of others. I allow myself to experience my feelings and others to be responsible for their feelings.
|Are afraid to express their beliefs, opinions, and feelings when they differ from those of others.
|I respect my own opinions and feelings and express them appropriately.
|Accept sexual attention when they want love.
|My sexuality is grounded in genuine intimacy and connection. When I need to feel loved, I express my heart's desires. I do not settle for sex without love.
|Make decisions without regard to the consequences.
|I ask my Higher Power for guidance, and consider possible consequences before I make decisions.
|Give up their truth to gain the approval of others or to avoid change.
|I stand in my truth and maintain my integrity, whether others approve or not, even if it means making difficult changes in my life.
|Believe most other people are incapable of taking care of themselves.
|I realize that, with rare exceptions, other adults are capable of managing their own lives.
|Attempt to convince others what to think, do, or feel.
|I accept the thoughts, choices, and feelings of others, even though I may not be comfortable with them.
|Freely offer advice and direction without being asked.
|I give advice only when asked.
|Become resentful when others decline their help or reject their advice.
|I am content to see others take care of themselves.
|Lavish gifts and favors on those they want to influence.
|I carefully and honestly contemplate my motivations when preparing to give a gift.
|Use sexual attention to gain approval and acceptance.
|I embrace and celebrate my sexuality as evidence of my health and wholeness. I do not use it to gain the approval of others.
|Have to feel needed in order to have a relationship with others.
|I develop relationships with others based on equality, intimacy, and balance.
|Demand that their needs be met by others.
|I find and use resources that meet my needs without making demands on others. I ask for help when I need it, without expectation.
|Use charm and charisma to convince others of their capacity to be caring and compassionate.
|I behave authentically with others, allowing my caring and compassionate qualities to emerge.
|Use blame and shame to exploit others emotionally.
|I ask directly for what I want and need and trust the outcome to my Higher Power. I do not try to manipulate outcomes with blame or shame.
|Refuse to cooperate, compromise, or negotiate.
|I cooperate, compromise, and negotiate with others in a way that honors my integrity.
|Adopt an attitude of indifference, helplessness, authority, or rage to manipulate outcomes.
|I treat others with respect and consideration, and trust my Higher Power to meet my needs and desires.
|Use recovery jargon in an attempt to control the behavior of others.
|I use my recovery for my own growth and not to manipulate or control others.
|Pretend to agree with others to get what they want.
|My communication with others is authentic and truthful.
|Act in ways that invite others to reject, shame, or express anger toward them.
|I act in ways that encourage loving and healthy responses from others.
|Judge harshly what others think, say, or do.
|I keep an open mind and accept others as they are.
|Avoid emotional, physical, or sexual intimacy as a way to maintain distance.
|I engage in emotional, physical, or sexual intimacy when it is healthy and appropriate for me.
|Allow addictions to people, places, and things to distract them from achieving intimacy in relationships.
|I practice my recovery to develop healthy and fulfilling relationships
|Use indirect or evasive communication to avoid conflict or confrontation.
|I use direct and straightforward communication to resolve conflicts and deal appropriately with confrontations.
|Diminish their capacity to have healthy relationships by declining to use the tools of recovery.
|When I use the tools of recovery, I am able to develop and maintain healthy relationships of my choosing.
|Suppress their feelings or needs to avoid feeling vulnerable.
|I embrace my own vulnerability by trusting and honoring my feelings and needs.
|Pull people toward them, but when others get close, push them away.
|I welcome close relationships while maintaining healthy boundaries.
|Refuse to give up their self-will to avoid surrendering to a power greater than themselves.
|I believe in and trust a power greater than myself. I willingly surrender my self-will to my Higher Power.
|Believe displays of emotion are a sign of weakness.
|I honor my authentic emotions and share them when appropriate.
|Withhold expressions of appreciation.
|I freely engage in expressions of appreciation toward others.
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